The Story God Writes Is Better Than the One We Planned | James Robinson

I didn’t grow up with a real foundation of faith. We celebrated holidays, but I didn’t know God personally. I always believed there was something bigger, that everything was connected somehow, but I didn’t know what that meant for me. At the same time, growing up with very little created something in me—a desire to have more. Over time, that desire turned into a mindset where I felt justified in taking what I didn’t have or chasing whatever I thought would fill that gap.

That was my “40.”

It felt like I was always chasing something. Even when I got what I wanted, it didn’t last. There was no real peace, just a constant need for more. From a young age, I crossed lines. I stole—from strangers, from places, even from people I cared about. It started small, but it reflected something deeper. I didn’t really understand what was mine and what wasn’t, and I justified it because of what I felt I lacked.

As I got older, the behavior changed, but the heart didn’t. I stopped stealing in obvious ways, but I still struggled with wanting more, comparing myself to others, and feeling like I deserved things. Even when I did something good, it was often tied to how it made me feel or what I gained from it. On the outside, I was building a life, but internally there was still a gap I couldn’t fill.

The turning point came when I realized that nothing I was chasing was actually satisfying me. I had worked, built, and gained things, but the emptiness was still there. That’s when I started to see the issue wasn’t what I lacked—it was what I was missing.

Through learning about Jesus and what He had done for me, I experienced something different. It wasn’t just about changing behavior. It was about my heart. I began to understand that the gap I had been trying to fill my whole life wasn’t material—it was spiritual.

Now, my “41” looks completely different. My life isn’t driven by what I can get anymore, but by what I’ve already been given. I’m learning to give, even when it costs me. And while it might look like I’m losing in those moments, I’ve actually gained something I never had before—peace, purpose, and a real understanding of what it means to love others. Looking back, I can see that I thought I needed more, but what I really needed was God.

If you’re still in your “40,” I’d tell you this—whatever you’re chasing won’t satisfy you the way you think it will. If something feels missing, don’t ignore it. Be open to God. You don’t have to have it all figured out, but if you’re willing to seek Him honestly, it can change everything. What you’re looking for isn’t found in things. It’s found in Him.

From the 41 Series

Saul spent much of his life chasing what looked impressive outwardly—power, recognition, control, status. But the more he pursued those things apart from surrender to God, the more restless and unstable his life became.

That’s because success without God will never satisfy the soul.

The world constantly tells us that peace is found in gaining more:
more money, more security, more achievement, more control, more recognition.

But eventually many people discover that even after gaining what they thought they wanted, something still feels empty inside.

David understood something Saul missed. His confidence and identity were never supposed to come from outward success. They were meant to come from dependence on God.

And often God uses wilderness seasons to expose what we have been trusting in most.

Not to shame us.
But to redirect us toward what truly matters.

Sometimes the plans we build for ourselves are smaller than the purpose God wants to lead us into. And while surrender can feel uncomfortable at first, it often becomes the place where real peace begins growing.

“What was true of God, is always true of God.”

He is faithful enough to redirect us when we are building our lives around temporary things instead of eternal ones.

And often our “41” begins when we finally realize that God’s story is better than the one we were trying to write on our own.

Scripture Encouragement

• Matthew 6:19–21

• Proverbs 19:21

• Philippians 3:7–8

Reflect & Respond

What resonated most with you in James’ story? Why?

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Have there been things you pursued believing they would finally satisfy or complete you?

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How has God used difficult or unexpected seasons to reshape your priorities or perspective?

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What would it look like for you to pursue God’s purpose more intentionally in this season of life?__________________________________________________________________________

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Prayer

Father, thank You for loving me enough to redirect me when I begin building my life around temporary things. Help me recognize where I may be chasing success, control, comfort, or approval more than I am pursuing You.

Teach me to value what is eternal and trust that Your plans are better than my own. Give me wisdom to follow You faithfully and peace to surrender the story I thought I needed to write for myself.

Thank You for leading me toward something greater.

In Jesus’ name, amen.

Share Hope

Many people spend years chasing things they hope will finally bring peace or fulfillment. As you reflect on James’ story, consider sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that real purpose and lasting peace are ultimately found in surrendering to God’s direction.